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Monday, 12 January 2009

these words will convince you to never love again,
you want to be friends, i wont do it.
these words will convince you to never sleep with me again,
you want to be friends, i can't do it.

Wednesday, 07 January 2009

Quotes :)

i was blindfolded, but now i'm seeing
my mind was closing, now i'm believing
i finally know just what it means to let someone in
to see the side of me that no one does or ever will

tonight we just gonna let it do what it do
i can put this pretty young thing on you
i ain't looking for attention, i just want you
let me be your addiction, i can be that too

its a strange concept
but sometimes no matter how bad your life becomes
you do nothing to change it
not because you don't want it to change
but you're so used to being miserable
you're afraid to let it get better

it's nice to know you were there
thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like i was the only one
it's nice to know we had it all
thanks for watching as i fall
and letting me know we were done

maybe you're just too scared that someone
might actually want to be with you

sometimes i wish i could rewind time
to the part when i didn't know you
because your one of the biggest regrets ive ever made

you've made your bed, so sleep in it
and never call me again
you've made your bed, so sleep with her
just know i'm the best you'll get

if it didn't matter,
it wouldn't still be in your head

i hope you find someone who treats you right
and i hope the next time you show someone you care
it’s genuine rather than an act for a girl unaware
and i hope the next girl is just a little bit bitter
so you’ll get a taste of your acidic medicine

part of me is afraid to get close people
because im afraid that theyre going to leave..

look at her, shes always cold
but the touch of your arm brushing against hers
makes her whole body warm again

just when you least expect it, you start to
think about how he made you laugh, how
you feel when you're around him. and then
you realize that after all this time, you cared
about him more than you thought you did

in summer heat we lose our clothes
and it won't hurt what they don't know

im the girl, the one who always loses.
the one with the fake smile and the girl
who seems to be so strong but continues
to break. that girl whos always there for you
the one who holds back tears until shes
off the phone ... that girl that is in love
with a guy who doesnt care at all.

the best thing about dreams is
that one fleeting moment,
when you are between asleep and awake,
when you don't know the difference
between reality and fantasy,
when for just that one moment,
you feel with your entire soul
that the dream is reality, and it really happened

because you left me with nothing
and i learned how to make something
when that nothing is all i feel
sorry if i seem withdrawn
i’m just better when you’re gone
heeeey